wot i need to do now...

is to gradually let it glide and hoping it will fade away. to the extent i will forget all about it and hopefully start afresh.
had some light shed on me, heed some signs and deciphered the meanings behind them. i know wot to do now.

i am not saying its going to be easy. in fact, i think its going to be one hell of a period of time. only time will tell. yes, time oh glorious time...

i will force u out of my head or rather, hid u far far behind my serebrum so that its so hidden it cant be detected. yeah, thats where i should place you coz i dont know any other way than do that. just that for me to resort to. the residue of methods for me to use.