it has been

a crazy past few weeks, really...
work's been hectic as ever and i felt as dumb as ever coz there's just so much to learn and perhaps im not cutout for the job, man... so tough, so tough...

on another note, well, ive been trying to fill my time with tons of activity, trying to stay normal and sane and be not jiwang, but failed miserably almost everytime. it has not been easy, but am doing good i suppose, given my current state of condition which is shittier than shit itself. hanging out or working my weekend away seems like a routine now. thank god for great frens and work to keep my mind busy as ever. it has not been easy, i dont know why am i repeating this, but yes, it has indeed not been easy.

but quoting the horsey in "Babe": i will work harder...

coz it aint easy living.